its been quite a while.
this summer has been amazing. so much change, so much to look forward to. i feel like i could be taken every which way and that any way will be great. i feel like myself again.
ive loved the past 6 months. i know what i want, i somewhat know how to get it. ive never felt so clear and dont feel held back at all. im moving to sf soon, with mi amor. my perspective has totally changed, i dont see being without her. ill admit, i was opposed to the idea before, said i wouldnt do it unless i was in the relationship for 5 years at minimum, but it just feels right, and ive never felt this way before. im excited for everything to come, especially if im with her...
im looking for a new job, may have one soon, studying for the gmat and going to business school so ill eventially be able to afford the house, dog, *outside shower,* benz, longhorns for my truck...dont get me wrong, im still not going corporate, but ill figure it out. im gonna take stats and calculus (yep, its been nearly 8 years since i took those classes) so ive got that down and am ready to start at whatever university that takes me. getting an mba will be so hot, maybe by then i will have hung my diploma from CAL. hahahaha.
im heading down south next week, to santa barbara, then LA, then SD! yay. picking up my chrome bag tonite, contemplating moving into the ipod world, and doing hell of more shopping in the south. celebrated my 7 year veggie anniversary with some yellow curry and homemade samosas. mmmmmmmm. took sonia to kenny chesney, even tho she hates country, but it was really sweet and i loved seeing kenney again. going to manu chau tomorrow!
hope life is good for everyone! -Alex.